Here at the crossroads and beyond I am sharing about my life journey. Along the way I would like to get to know all of you as well. I try to live guided by freedom, liberty, and compassion. Perhaps together we can build the World we want to live in together?
Monday, June 2, 2014
Friday, May 30, 2014
Thursday, May 29, 2014
Monday, May 26, 2014
No Gender Police
I care too much
I need you to be needy
I will save you
I need you to be needy
Transsexual TransWomen Separatists Assimilationists.
I need you to be needy
I need you to be needy
Free Barbie Ideology.
I need you to be needy
I need you to be needy
Marching soldiers repeating
Power over
I need you to be needy
I need you to be needy
Or I must hate completely.
I need you to be needy
I need you to be needy
Or I must hate completely.

I need you to be needy
I will save you
I need you to be needy
Transsexual TransWomen Separatists Assimilationists.
I need you to be needy
I need you to be needy
Free Barbie Ideology.
I need you to be needy
I need you to be needy
Marching soldiers repeating
Power over
I need you to be needy
I need you to be needy
Or I must hate completely.
I need you to be needy
I need you to be needy
Or I must hate completely.

Wednesday, May 21, 2014
Remembering the Tesseract
I looked up one minute and it was May 3, 2014 and the next minute it was January 5th 1980.
I have been slipping back and forth in time since my earliest memory.
I was too young to have a memory of my own and so at age 3 I opened my mouth and spoke one full sentence as my first words as a child. I said,
"Saint, Sinner, Dark & Light. "
My mother, Edna, had till then only looked upon me as some evil freak of nature; mute, dumb and an embarrassment of her past sins come to life that was only worthy of the kind of treatment one gave a pet in a cage. After I spoke a hideous stench of evil terror exuded from her towards me, as if my speaking had only made me even more of a freak, a monster. She slapped my face hard but I did not scream. For her I do not know what she saw, heard, and said; for at the moment of her slap I had slipped away.
I was in a place that was a sterile room, light blue with white trim and a closed white door. I stood 6 feet tall looking down at my skin, wet cold, grey, green and scaly.
My family slithered their welcome using telekinesis. The moment the white door opened they were coiled around me in greeting, the energy of a billion galaxies colliding now available to me through reconnection to the group.
After a long period of living underground our race of lizard aliens developed advanved telekinesis, and using our skin to hear; although we had a very advanced language and styles of conversation in our native lizard languages which used repeated series of clicks and pitch variable hissing, we no longer used it in communication with each other.
We are shape shifters.

I have been slipping back and forth in time since my earliest memory.
I was too young to have a memory of my own and so at age 3 I opened my mouth and spoke one full sentence as my first words as a child. I said,
"Saint, Sinner, Dark & Light. "
My mother, Edna, had till then only looked upon me as some evil freak of nature; mute, dumb and an embarrassment of her past sins come to life that was only worthy of the kind of treatment one gave a pet in a cage. After I spoke a hideous stench of evil terror exuded from her towards me, as if my speaking had only made me even more of a freak, a monster. She slapped my face hard but I did not scream. For her I do not know what she saw, heard, and said; for at the moment of her slap I had slipped away.
I was in a place that was a sterile room, light blue with white trim and a closed white door. I stood 6 feet tall looking down at my skin, wet cold, grey, green and scaly.
My family slithered their welcome using telekinesis. The moment the white door opened they were coiled around me in greeting, the energy of a billion galaxies colliding now available to me through reconnection to the group.
After a long period of living underground our race of lizard aliens developed advanved telekinesis, and using our skin to hear; although we had a very advanced language and styles of conversation in our native lizard languages which used repeated series of clicks and pitch variable hissing, we no longer used it in communication with each other.
We are shape shifters.

Tuesday, May 6, 2014
"Remembering the Tesseract "
I looked up one minute and it was May 3, 2014 and the next minute it was January 5th 1980.
I have been slipping back and forth in time since my earliest memory.
I was too young to have a memory of my own and so at age 3 I opened my mouth and spoke one full sentence as my first words as a child. I said,
"Saint, Sinner, Dark & Light. "
My mother, Edna, had till then only looked upon me as some evil freak of nature; mute, dumb and an embarrassment of her past sins come to life that was only worthy of the kind of treatment one gave a pet in a cage. After I spoke a hideous stench of evil terror exuded from her towards me, as if my speaking had only made me even more of a freak, a monster. She slapped my face hard but I did not scream. For her I do not know what she saw, heard, and said; for at the moment of her slap I had slipped away.
I was in a place that was a sterile room, light blue with white trim and a closed white door. I stood 6 feet tall looking down at my skin, wet cold grey green and scaly...
Musings for my book I'm writing in November.

I have been slipping back and forth in time since my earliest memory.
I was too young to have a memory of my own and so at age 3 I opened my mouth and spoke one full sentence as my first words as a child. I said,
"Saint, Sinner, Dark & Light. "
My mother, Edna, had till then only looked upon me as some evil freak of nature; mute, dumb and an embarrassment of her past sins come to life that was only worthy of the kind of treatment one gave a pet in a cage. After I spoke a hideous stench of evil terror exuded from her towards me, as if my speaking had only made me even more of a freak, a monster. She slapped my face hard but I did not scream. For her I do not know what she saw, heard, and said; for at the moment of her slap I had slipped away.
I was in a place that was a sterile room, light blue with white trim and a closed white door. I stood 6 feet tall looking down at my skin, wet cold grey green and scaly...
Musings for my book I'm writing in November.

Sunday, May 4, 2014
Thursday, May 1, 2014
News. Dead Fox Newshour.
Two men were snorkeling during high tide around the swimming steps on the Koror side of the KB Bridge this afternoon a few minutes before 4pm when a jet ski pulling a floaty raft shaped like a sausage filled with Korean tourists went over them; slicing, cutting and chopping their bodies into small pieces which spewed all over the horrified tourists.
Stay tuned for updates...beeeeeeeeep...
Ommmmmmmm...
You are getting very sleepy.....................
WAKE UP!
" Turn off your TV's, turn off your radios; We've got to learn to, Communicate!!!" - chorus from the song "Not TV Theme Music" by Animal Things ©1980
Stay tuned for updates...beeeeeeeeep...
Ommmmmmmm...
You are getting very sleepy.....................
WAKE UP!
" Turn off your TV's, turn off your radios; We've got to learn to, Communicate!!!" - chorus from the song "Not TV Theme Music" by Animal Things ©1980
Monday, April 28, 2014
When home is death ...
I am NOT here long for this valley of death cult fantasy marred by scalding insanity. This vile existence in these bags of bones and blood begs to rejoin the chaos, the dance of colliding particles of matter and dark gravity creating timespace.
We exist, gods among you, for 5 years at most. Among you, but not for you; for us, for our financial gain. My husband and my fortune's are amassed by your failures.
I came from the other side and to their mysteries I return. I rejoin my husband and our clan upon our return. For there is life for me ONLY in family and home.

We exist, gods among you, for 5 years at most. Among you, but not for you; for us, for our financial gain. My husband and my fortune's are amassed by your failures.
I came from the other side and to their mysteries I return. I rejoin my husband and our clan upon our return. For there is life for me ONLY in family and home.

Saturday, April 26, 2014
Savage Breasts
In the not too distant past, at least according to the archeological record, all of humankind was ruled by warlike savage breasts. Their last great war against humans ended in their defeat, and the stone monolith detailing the great battle, and the end of the epoch of the breasts has recently been transcribed by "breast linguists" at it's location in Music, France.
Apparently, Music soothed the savage breast.
Love is the Answer, Always.

Apparently, Music soothed the savage breast.
Love is the Answer, Always.

Wednesday, April 23, 2014
How do the blossoms bloom without desire?
When will we just slow down enough to see the stars we are
in each others eyes?
The taste in the back of your throat
As sweet and vital as sap to a tree
I listen carefully to the streetcars dancing past
The rumbling past, the fast moving feet of
The movers and shakers of the world
See me oh strong vibrant man standing there next to me
While I sit and observe in delicious lustful abandon
…for I am that which is achieved at the end of desire
When will the Children of the Rainbow glisten with their
erotic magical endeavors forever?
Monday, April 21, 2014
Flame ...on Astral Travel
I have always been Who I am, eternally so.
In general, I exist outside of society; for the dream world society has created and lives in is a horror show to me.
The dysphoria and otherness this society has projected up on me appears to be a kind of hell from their dream world they live in, not mine.
My earliest awareness is of other dream worlds in which I created everything, where love is all.
My astral travels tonight are to the places where love is everything.
Sex.Self.Power.Passion.Pride.
The Iron Pentacle.
All Hail the Red Dragon, the Red Living Blood!
Trained and containing ethical, grounded power flowing through Myself, Star Goddess, Black Mother, Black Heart Of Innocence, Shamanistic Shapeshifting Awyn ...
Flame
In general, I exist outside of society; for the dream world society has created and lives in is a horror show to me.
The dysphoria and otherness this society has projected up on me appears to be a kind of hell from their dream world they live in, not mine.
My earliest awareness is of other dream worlds in which I created everything, where love is all.
My astral travels tonight are to the places where love is everything.
Sex.Self.Power.Passion.Pride.
The Iron Pentacle.
All Hail the Red Dragon, the Red Living Blood!
Trained and containing ethical, grounded power flowing through Myself, Star Goddess, Black Mother, Black Heart Of Innocence, Shamanistic Shapeshifting Awyn ...
Flame
Sunday, April 20, 2014
PUNK ROCK SEX STORIES
The Punk Rock Age of the Polk Street Hustlers has faded perfectly into the memory of Fun Terminal young boys off the bus cruising Greyhound T-room, amyl nitrate urine sex Sugar Daddies prowling in tan four door mystery ignored from sneering toughs, thumbs hooked in jeans.
"I'm Beef," he grunted.
"I'm yours," I panted, looking up from my thin white duke puked and torn, safety pinned together with anarchist zeal visage,
"My name is Vince Deranged, wanna get high?" I hissed in prissy punk pet rock pallor, dreading any answer. I feared that I had even spoken in this nightmare. The freeway underpass had the lingering stench of burning road kill robots from the recent Survival Research Laboratory performance. I grabbed his cock, my spike heel skull buckled boot ground into his foot.
He grabbed my neck choking me as he drove me in a tackle into the cement.
I bit his lip and we kissed.
Beef was the first hustler I gave myself to, but he wasn't the last ....
"I'm Beef," he grunted.
"I'm yours," I panted, looking up from my thin white duke puked and torn, safety pinned together with anarchist zeal visage,
"My name is Vince Deranged, wanna get high?" I hissed in prissy punk pet rock pallor, dreading any answer. I feared that I had even spoken in this nightmare. The freeway underpass had the lingering stench of burning road kill robots from the recent Survival Research Laboratory performance. I grabbed his cock, my spike heel skull buckled boot ground into his foot.
He grabbed my neck choking me as he drove me in a tackle into the cement.
I bit his lip and we kissed.
Beef was the first hustler I gave myself to, but he wasn't the last ....
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